insomnia

this mess has kicked in again. i wake up. i am thinking its like 5 or 6 in the morning. oh no. its like 3:30. :o( i have a weird feeling too. i just woke up with it. like something is wrong or something. i dont know who, what when, where or why but i just got the feeling. that shit SUCKS.... my instincts aint neva wrong. now what happened to who? fess up negros. lol. i am just wasting time until i can fall asleep again but its not looking good.

in other news i got a new nickname: homey g, because i am homegirl to all. lol. i love it. can you tell i am bored? i am stretching for things to write about. shucks. sleep WOULD evade me tonight. i am not really happy about my trip all of a sudden. i dont know why. i hope it passes or else the whole time i am down there i will be wondering if i am about to die. i cant die now.... who's life did i make an impact on? or was the purpose of my life to help someone else find a purpose? i hope not. i thought i was destined for big things. so if i am not alive and kicking by the 17th this is the farewell blog. LOL. the things you say when you are passing time. sleep still isnt here either.... damn

okay here's something new: it went from spring to winter so quickly. i am kinda getting it now. shame on me.