sick

its amazing how being sick and forced to stay in bed can affect you. i am lying in bed with nothing to do. i have been wishing for day like this but my head is full of thoughts. well ONE thought in particular. i cant stand it really but hey. what can i do? i think i'll just go get my stuff tomorrow and then kind of inch away from the situation. every time i have a free moment i cant be sitting up here like this.



in other news i hate smokers.