a woman's worth

i know it's been a while since i blogged. in all honestly i had nothing to blog about. i went to DC for howard's homecoming. that's pretty much the high point. i need some rest. i need to lie in bed for a day with nothing but pj's on, eating, reading the harry potter series and watching sex and the city. speaking of sex and the city.

i rented season 3. the season where carrie cheats on the wonderful aiden with big and big is married. i started to thinking about a woman's accesibility to a man. in my own situation i was very accesible to someone and they refused to notice it. then we became friends and i was taken and he was taken and all of a sudden there was an interest. granted the interest was only to have sex with me but there was still more interest than was there when we both were single. why do men only want you when they cannot have you? i am willing to wager that if said individual got what he wanted from me eventually he would have lost interest. whatever "friendship" wouldnt have mattered because if someone gets to have sex with me i'd end up catching feelings. so it's a tangled web people weave. men want what they cant have, if they get it they dont want it and you're stuck wanting what you cannot have. except it wont be as easy for you because they can live double lives, maintain the facade and keep the person they really wanted in the first place: the girlfriend they cheated on.

so what is a woman worth?i love the song by alicia keys. why? because a woman is worth so much and when you treat her how you should she'll do anything for you. read my aim profile: "she walks a mile with a smile all the while being true". i can definitly imagine myself walking a long distance for someone in need, that i care about. a woman is worth everything and so is the right man. it should be reciprocated. a woman is worth more than having the title of sidechick. the lesson? men never taint a friendship with desires of the penis. eventually she will feel used and worthless... you dont do friends like that.



yes i was listening to alicia keys as i wrote this. next blog i'll write about how i picked a fight on purpose with someone i really cared about because i got scared.... and how i really wish i was more sensible. haha. i'll save that for next time i feel like blogging. it's about damn time i quit the cryptic "sad love song" blogs. right now i have no romantic feelings for anyone and dammit its kind of bittersweet.